User:8bit BlackMage/Histology

it was a lie what i said with that synthetic smile call it indifference or inadequacy or indolence it doesn’t matter now

it was blindness to insist on seeing grey in a sea of color no amount of sound can obscure that I was wrong to live in a dream

it was too cold so I held up a brittle wall between us warm as ice and solid as the clouds and not knowing when it would break

it was a whisper the glassy call an inch from my face i constructed so many false histories because i feared the real one

it was enough for me to stay in that state of solitude forever trusting the distant limits of patience i was not enough

it was a mercy when you finally turned the lights off after all those nights staring deliriously into space i woke up

it was a kindness for you to pick up the silent pieces as i walked the newborn path in search of a little grace

it is my belief that others will hold the christ-light for me i am still learning to not place my faith in fears and trust in time